Date after a dirty sex chat, Never doing it again!

There are few things I will never, ever do them again. And from the chapter date are the most important. And those are: meet people from online in the offline and meet an opposite gender person whom I had dirty sex chat.

The first mistake was made many times when I was younger and naive, I believed in true love, love at first sight and all that, when I was meeting every boy who I chat with. I am happy that it didn’t happened something bad meeting those strangers. My mother always told me, be nice but don;t talk to strangers. I can;t say that is correct to say that it didn’t happened because after some time meeting with the boys whom I met online I realised this was a big mistake. I started to feel bad about this and After every boy I met I was sorry I did it.

For some time now I was talking with a guy on the Internet. He was very nice and always listening to me, talking to me, told me many things about himself, he was like a best friend online. From one to another we started to share many things about ourselves so in the end I told him that I am a chat girl. He was very curious about my job and I thought that it is a natural thing, I mean he is a guy right? It is normal for guys to be interested in things like this, Most of my friends, the guys, are all interested of this. Anyway, we talked a lot and many times about my work, told him many things and described him many others.

So one day, he convinced me to do a dirty sex chat with him. At first I didn’t agree, I had a bad feeling about this, but he got me all wrapped with his words so I breake. Something that it didn’t happened to me in a long time. This is proof that even the strongest can break. So while we were chatting I did for him mostly the same things I would do at work too and while he was doing his thing, because I could’ve seen him on cam he was giving me orders. I didn’t liked that, I mean, he got it free, he should take advantage of what is given to him, but no he had to be greed. His greed wasn’t fulfilled. After that I wanted to go out but he convinced me to stay a little more to chat. And I did. Each time we were talking for some time I was feeling great, like I was under a spell or something like that. He had this charm. And again I was convinced by him to go uut on a date. Another mistake was that we were supposed to meet in the same day. I calculated the time so I would have time to prepare myself and take a shower and I went to meet the guy.

When I was almost there I recognized him from a long distance and all I thought was that won’t be the same as he was on cam. And it was true, he wasn’t because he was more handsome than I noticed. But when I got close to me he started to talk badly about me. He started to call me names, and to tell me that I have no shame that I must repent myself for my sins and that if I don’t do it now it will be late. That I am going to go to hell. That he will make me “famous” for my reputation that everyone will find out out who and how I am. I have two phones. So at the very first beginning when he started to offend me one phone was set to record and the other one I used to call my lawyer and telling him everything I asked him if is any thing we can do. Angry as I was I set the phone on speaker mode and my lawyer started to talk. While I didn’t understand a thing I could see that the guy understood. After my lawyer hang up I told that guy that if he will ever threaten me in any way or if I will ever hear him doing something like that I will sue him and take v=even his skin and I left from there.

This was one of those time, when you know you are doing a mistake, you don’t want to do it , but you still do it. But it’s nothing, What doesn’t kill you, straightens you. Now it is decided, I will never ever go out with people I met online. I know there are many who are nice people but the thing is, I don’t want to take chances.